Waste of time and money

There was someone who's art I've loved for quite some time. Though on the expensive side, I wanted to commission them so I could get a nice gift for someone. I bookmarked the prices page to keep track. When I finally saw I almost had enough, I decided to follow.

Not ten minutes into following, and I see an update talking about selfies don't class ad art, i.e. my selfies. It can be, but whatever. So for a long time, I didn't know anywhere I could post them just to show friends on Fimfiction. I'm not the smartest at this stuff, so I found here was the best option. But because I've done that, I've had the piss taken out of me.

Okay, seems I only want it for attention, sure. Yes, I hate myself, so I have to upload pictures for just the sole reason for people to notice me.

I've spent almost five months saving up for this, but I couldn't give a shit now. If I'm going to be judging by the first greeting, I'll just fuck off and commission someone who isn't so nitpicky.

Really stressed and had to say this.

By the way, deleted the selfies so I don't have to deal with this shit again.